Birthday Wishlist 09

1. Milkshake Maker (Milkshaker)
2. New Moon, Eclipse, Breaking Dawn. (although I've read them, I'd like a copy of them on my bookshelf!)
3. Maxi dresses! I am totally in love with them at the moment. Swooooon.
4. Reese Peanut Butter chocolate cup lolly things. Since I can now eat peanuts, they are def on my list.
5. Peanut butter. I never got to eat it growing up :(
6. A photo framed picture of you and me!
7. A love letter, lol.
8. Any romantic comedy on DVD. I will love you forever. Except for the ones I already have! Ask to check :)
9. FRIENDS TV series
10. Gossip Girl TV series
11. Skins TV series
12. Any jewellery and I will wear it. Esp crazy rings. I own a lot, but you can never have enough. Snakes, peacocks, ancient Egyptian style. Love it alll.
13. Some kind of artwork, maybe? My walls are very naked.
14. A tape recording of you singing. Or better yet,
15. A video of you singing!
16. Something crazy, I love crazy.
17. A hug.
18. A smile.
19. A kiss.
20. A 'Happy Birthday'.

:)

believe me, I do too

"It seems, the only one that can't see your beauty, is the face staring back at you in the mirror."

There are some things that we simply can't change. That we simply cannot do anything about. That despite all our best efforts, we cannot control it.

Our height, age, ethnicity, hair colour, eye colour, face, body types etc.
Our family, how many siblings we have.
And to a certain extent, we do not have a choice who we fall in love with.

It is established that these things are unchangeable by nature.

Sometimes it is so much easier to get sad, cry and whinge about thingswe had no choice over.
Why am I a head shorter than everyone else?
I want an older brother! Why does she get one?
I love him but I don't want to. No, no, no!

And we all know that getting worked up over things uses a lot of potential energy. So instead, why not direct that energy in another, more positive way?

Love yourself. Love your family. And get that boy to love you ;)

Everyone has those days. Where you wake up and all you see is the darker, worse side of things.

Believe me, I do too, Lisa xx

GG

Serena: Blair.
Blair: What? You want a lift to JFK?
Serena: Your mum said you were going to France tonight.
Blair: She has a big mouth.
Serena: But I'm your best friend. She was shocked I didn't know.
Blair: Well now you do.
Serena: All I know is how you felt when I left without telling you.
Blair: Is there a reason you're here?
Serena: Stay. Don't let some stupid scandal make you run away like it made me. Like it does everyone in our world.
Blair: Everything's horrible. My whole life is falling apart.
Serena: So rebuild it! You're a Waldorf remember? People don't tell you who you are. You tell them. Stay and fight. I'll fight with you.
Blair: I'm so embarrassed. I'm so..
Serena: So what? Start over. It can be done. I should know. We can get through this together.
Blair: You promise?
Serena: Promise.

One of my fave scenes from GossipGirl Season 1.

:)

It's kinda funny.

Oh, the irony.

So many secrets, and it's great to be a spectator.

Because sometimes, you need to be on the outside looking in, to fully understand the inner of the inside.

Amazing, Lisa xx

mundane

I'll admit it, I was scared to answer love's call.
Knock You Down, Keri Hilson

I was absent from school today. And if you know me, then you'd know I am constantly getting sick or injured. Extremely accident prone.

Well no school means a free day, which in turn means free time. Eeeek, more time to get hurt.

So I spent today resting, reading New Moon over, playing Farmville (YES!), and Fashion Wars (girly version of Mafia Wars, lol).

Which meant that I was pretty safe, taking two tablets every four hours, reading, occasionally Facebooking. So there was no reason for me to hurt myself, right?

Wrong. A song came onto the radio today, and I lost it. Once I heard it, I was crumpled over in tears.

I miss you. I was thinking about everything today, unfortunately more free time means more time to think, in turn more time to self-scrutinise.

There is only one person I need right now. And it especially hurts because they will never know.

I will never tell. That I need this person. This song was always 'ours'.

Fretting, Lisa xx

upset

Heyyyyy. How are you?

I was walking home from the station today, and the song Already Gone by Kelly Clarkson came on the radio (PS. I always listen to Hamish and Andy :D). And the lyrics made me teary. It relates to me and I think it might relate to you too.



Looking at you makes it harder
But I know that you'll find another
That doesn't always make you want to cry
Started with a perfect kiss
Then we could feel the poison set in
Perfect couldn't keep this love alive
You know that I love you so,
I love you enough to let you go.

Jelly Belly

Hey hey guys! I just discovered Jelly Beans is completely addictive whilst not being the best tasting jellybeans. Mmm, watermelon is my favourite. And juicy pear is totally, utterly disgusting.

And also;
William is in the snows, John is in Taiwan, and Wiener is heading to Taiwan soon.

D: Lonely weekends.

Thinking of a better day, Lisa xx