:)

It's kinda funny.

Oh, the irony.

So many secrets, and it's great to be a spectator.

Because sometimes, you need to be on the outside looking in, to fully understand the inner of the inside.

Amazing, Lisa xx

mundane

I'll admit it, I was scared to answer love's call.
Knock You Down, Keri Hilson

I was absent from school today. And if you know me, then you'd know I am constantly getting sick or injured. Extremely accident prone.

Well no school means a free day, which in turn means free time. Eeeek, more time to get hurt.

So I spent today resting, reading New Moon over, playing Farmville (YES!), and Fashion Wars (girly version of Mafia Wars, lol).

Which meant that I was pretty safe, taking two tablets every four hours, reading, occasionally Facebooking. So there was no reason for me to hurt myself, right?

Wrong. A song came onto the radio today, and I lost it. Once I heard it, I was crumpled over in tears.

I miss you. I was thinking about everything today, unfortunately more free time means more time to think, in turn more time to self-scrutinise.

There is only one person I need right now. And it especially hurts because they will never know.

I will never tell. That I need this person. This song was always 'ours'.

Fretting, Lisa xx

upset

Heyyyyy. How are you?

I was walking home from the station today, and the song Already Gone by Kelly Clarkson came on the radio (PS. I always listen to Hamish and Andy :D). And the lyrics made me teary. It relates to me and I think it might relate to you too.



Looking at you makes it harder
But I know that you'll find another
That doesn't always make you want to cry
Started with a perfect kiss
Then we could feel the poison set in
Perfect couldn't keep this love alive
You know that I love you so,
I love you enough to let you go.

Jelly Belly

Hey hey guys! I just discovered Jelly Beans is completely addictive whilst not being the best tasting jellybeans. Mmm, watermelon is my favourite. And juicy pear is totally, utterly disgusting.

And also;
William is in the snows, John is in Taiwan, and Wiener is heading to Taiwan soon.

D: Lonely weekends.

Thinking of a better day, Lisa xx