Thursday, June 4, 2009

Just wanted to say that I think you are amazing, thanks for sticking around. Thanks for just being who you are. Thank you for telling me you love me. You deserve so much more than just a blog shout-out and I want to give you everything I've got but the time just isn't right, I hope you understand. Thank you for being such a strong strong guy, and I think you are incredibly amazing. You have the ability to make people so so happy. You have really shown me the true meaning of love, and I hope that one day I could return the favour. I hope you understand that all I need right now is you by my side, a companion, a friend. We've been through the break-ups and I just think it isn't necessary. Thank you for being just who you are, 100%. I think you are amazing and I've liked you twice before and I'm bound to love you soon some day. But thank you for being such a great great friend. Thanks for letting me crash at your place, and taking over your computer. You mean heaps to me. Thanks for killing that spider on Valentine's day. You just never stop being gracious, and loving and comforting. Thanks for giving me your jumper when it was cold, for sharing your umbrella when it rained, for piggybacking me when I got tired, holding my hand when I was scared. We have been through so so much. Thank you for giving me that last stick of gum, I still remember! Thanks for calling up at 4am to "just check in" on me. Thanks for letting me use your shoulder as a pillow. Thanks for being the man in my life. I know sometimes I let you down, I let myself down, I know I have my shortcomings and I know that I will never be perfect however much I practised. Thanks for understanding that I need you, but not in that way. Thanks for believing in me. Thanks for always being there. Thanks for all the amazing "yummo" sandwiches that you've made. Thanks for the memories. Thanks for making me crazy in love with you. Thanks for everything. You are bloody amazing. And finally, thanks for making it real for me. For reassuring me everyday that your love is true. That your hand is always there for me to hold. Thank you for trusting me with your heart. I promise to take care of it. One day, I'll give you mine. Thank you for understanding.

Thank you.

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